First of Thirty Posts in a row

Today the moon has gone out of full into waning. Today is July 31st. I am attempting to take the Power of Leo and initiate a new ME. I am no longer a slave to fear, not a master to Faith. I am neither. I am Adept and Servant.

This is my first of thirty Blog Posts in a row.

If a thing can be done 30 times in a row, a habit may be created.

Just Noticed !

Just was noticed that i posted twice in the last 14 months, so I will try and post more frequently!

Afterall

After all the headaches and teardrops, on may first, 2007 I celebrated five years clean from taking any substance without a reason to first do so. My addiction to drugs is still alive and well, but not active in my waking life.

I am working on my cards again, and things are progressing smoothly.

I take life easily as life is, afterall, life on lifes terms.

A new day of thanks

I was pondering about how long it has been since I posted. I've been playing a popular online game and completely lost track of time and space, again, again! I'm selling my online account, again, and moving back to the things that need to be brought to my thoughts again, again.

I am about to finish the second part of the second part of the kaballah class I started last spring, The "Pages of Shustah". It has been a nice study and I have remembered a lot of things from my past incarnations. It is also lending me a great deal of inspiration in my attempt to examine my study of the Tarot.

I met some wonderful souls while playing my online game, and I will hope they can remain online friends, in my real life.

Finding what was lost !

During last Thursday night's sleep I had a nice dream in which it was revealed to me those cryptic names to which the Holy Kaballah have been known by. From that dream I recovered only three names of the Great Man: 1) The Reasonable House; 2) The Ishes Basket; 3) the Holy Rib Cage. I did a Google on these to no avail, I believe these are drastically intricate labels;s for the reference to the Holy Kaballah which are known only by name alone by long agone sects.

I have known inspiration. This is something that cannot be desired and instantaneously manifested. I have recently desired Inspiration. To which I sat alone at my desk and waited. It has been taught to me recently that to gain what I desire, I must first ask it. To this end I asked for inspiration and I received Inspiration instantly and I have received such Gladly and with Joy in my heart!

So, I dug out the Manila folders which contain the delicate essences of what is my own Tarot deck of cards. My Inspiration is to begin anew, drawing from the vast work I have already accomplished, thus the entire deck, worked through from conception through five levels of change and refinement. What I have to draw upon is a set of cards close to production level, or at least the level at which I would feel comfortable enough to submit to a publishers!

An important revelation had come to me the previous night, to which until I was actually inspired to make a true and valiant effort, was that a major change HAD to be initiated. That change was to rename my suit of pentaquarks, the suit of Merkabah. The round disks of my pentaquarks, which really differed very little from the original pentacles of the Rider/Waite deck, has caused within me such startling Joy. I have been doing mediations upon the various ways in which the Merkabah as a three dimensional object could be seen and these meditations have borought upon me a sight worth saving and also worthy of the change I am undergoing in my Tarot deck. I have also been battling my inner voice for over two years concerning naming of the suit of wants. I have finally come to the logical conclusion that the suit of wands be renamed the suit of the Caducae. Thusly, I have successfully renamed all four suits, the Caducae, The Merkabah, the Torus & The Daggers.

A picture is worth it!

This is a picture of my favorite comic character, Satchel, the pooch from the Get Fuzzy strip.
This is also the look I get from my cat, Milo, when he wants fed.

I have tried to remember to look how to publish photos here, but I keep forgetting to look for those instructions. That's the way with most of my day, I keep going all the way to the store just to get something, but forget what it was I was going there for and getting something I did not want but thought I might need, and when getting home remembering the whole ugly incident. I do this many times at home, I am walking all over the house wondering why I am in that particular room at that time and my wife looks like she is wondering the same thing.